My emotional roller coaster

-Enjoy the ride.

I am currently and I think I have always been (sometimes more,sometimes less) on an emotional roller coaster, which makes me crazy. A bit literally, I am afraid. I really want to get away from it, but you see, it keeps spinning around. And I keep spinning with it, so hard that it makes my head hurt. I don't know who gives the tickets for it, and why I always seem to have never-expiring ticket, but it does not seem fair to the other people. Maybe they want a ticket too? To an endless emotional roller coaster. I would invite everyone, but you know, the problem is that...I will always have the prime seat. It's like me and my emotional  roller coaster (yeah, I even call it 'mine') have some kind of strong, unbreakable bond between each other. I guess here, the distance situation never applies to us. We are like...summer and sun. You can't really have summer without sun, at least not as we know it.
Anyway, to end this disturbing post, I will just say:

Tighten your seat belts, because I start spinning, and spinning...