...'Put your hands on the wheel and let the golden age begin', followed by this slow, mellow melody which simply melts through my senses and memories.

It is almost 2 am and I am not really supposed to go into memorylane listening to this song without a canvas in front of me, but I have just seen it in my Youtube's watch history panel and I could not resist.

The road, the sunshine, the sounds, the smell of summer, everything is so real during these few seconds. It's like I am there again and it is this moment again when everything is confusing and not in place, but somehow it felt comforting. I felt comforted for a while. I wish I could change few things back then, including me. Recalling those moments, I cannot restrain myself from regreting that I did not make them perfect. I should have done differently, but I did not. I was too occupied of thinking about everything that did not really matter. I was literally wasting my energy and time instead of just letting myself be completely drifted away in this moment, in this sheer peacefulness, which was not complete.

Nevertheless, it is all in the past: my wasted thoughts, worries... And they do not reappear in those imperfect and meanwhile comforting few seconds of memories. It is just the road, the sun, the car window, the warm air, the smell and sounds of summer.