Nobody said it was easy...

..And im not sure that I want you to take me back to the start.I wished.I needed.Just a minute ago.But not now...
I changed,you too.But probably I will not find the way you changed,cause you will not let me to.
And so you.And so I slammed the door behind.And so you,and so I stopped need each other.But not you,but me wanted to keep it.Not for you,not for me.But for it.Cause it worthed.Or it doesnt.
Yeah,nobody said it was easy.I wanted to make it easy.To make it something.I think it was.And i dont regret it.
...Strangers.

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I fought.I fight.But I'm not a fighter.And probably will not be one.I dont give up.Not yet.I dont surrender.I just leave the things on their own.Yeah maybe that's kind of stopping fighting.Maybe.It would be nice if i could forget that easily.Nothing else matters.Not even me or what I wanted to be,or what I wanted the others to be.Doest matter any longer.
My thought was cut off...
...End.For now.Indeed.So bad.