When we know it is wrong, we move along.

I had the intentions of writing a post for days, but my thoughts could not be formulated into sentences. This will be something like a note, which I would like to keep for future references.
...There are moments in life when we do not feel like ourselves. We realize it and then we strongly wish to bring our old selves back. However, it does not happen so fast due to various different reasons, but we still hang on that thought and keep trying, because some morning (or noon) we will wake up and we will simply know. Realisation is the first step, followed by the efforts, which may fail, but we keep trying until it works. After that beaming moment when you finally understood that it is not really you and it's like living a double life, it is time to let go and move along (yes,like I know you do). It should not necessarily be that serious or dramatic. The beauty in this process might be that you are a step closer to what you really want, need or the knowledge of who you are and who you want to be.
When you feel that something is not right, do not close eyes for the sake of sustaining what you think you have. If you feel that it might be wrong, then it probably is. The minute you are left with the choice between finally listening to your inner voice and keep pretending, take a deep breath, think and choose wisely.